So lets give this a go....

Apr 02, 2007 20:30

To the world,

It's 8:30 on a Monday night,and I'm deciding to take that leap into the world of the unknown... the world of LiveJournals.

Ahhh I'm scared, and I have no idea how to work this at all. My page looks like a beach ball threw up on it, but I'm working on it... trying to figure out what each different color is... which is why every thing had a different color.

The real reason that I'm making this is to try to keep up a new year's resolution that hasn't been going so well in my actual journal, but I figure that I go online enough that i could actually post an entry every day. I hope I can at least. But maybe it'll end up as one more thing that I've failed at in life...

I'm keeping this journal in hopes that it will help me with everything that I've been bottling up for the past 20 years of my life. I've started to see a counselor, but there are still things that I just can't tell her... Who knows?

I also secretly started one so that I can keep up to date with what is going on in Karli and Peter's lives, because I'm scared that both of them are becoming distant with me. I went to Texas to visit her with Peter over spring break and it was the most fun that I had had in a long time. I miss them. A lot. And I say it to them a lot and feel that they might think I'm saying it just to say it, but I'm not. I really do miss them.
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