you came along and you cut me loose

[whengingersnaps]

i have calculated and miscalculated every careful move i make. overthought and overplanned every syllable from every word i speak. i drive with both hands on the wheel, clutched tightly to its rubber casing and perferated finger rests. [ten and two] and even in the way i love you, i plot and plan. i pray and beg that i did the right thing and made the acceptable choice. but dear God, every time i pass the entrance to that bridge i want to spin the wheel and jump the lanes and go to you.

and this time i did.