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ohoh oh lately ive been feelign like a dumb shit i never write/draw/or think anymore, am i becoming lazy and settling into what adults call "an adult"!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!
im gonna get drunk by myself thsi weekend and think this one out, i havent been drunk in forever.
my nap time feels like a new york minute, i hate it. im gonna steal my moms like ambient nosie maker and buy those koosey fingers that you put over your mattress, because my bed is way too hard for such a rinky dink body like mine.
i am now in love with "earl tea" muhh if only i can make it cold again to better enjoy the warmth it brings.
things are getting way better with me and the misses', shes such a lovely girl but has a short temper. No matter i love her.
TO CHRIS: am i still getting you futon?
i decided today while bathing, that i would love to smell like shaving cream all the time, i love that smell at least teh smell of mine.
i finished a bttle of nyquil in about 5 days and i dothink im gonna use it anymore, it was helping me sleep, but i hate what i feel im the morning, the need fro more sleep!
laltey ive really been realizing that it was dumb of me to quit my job, money is very important especially for a guy like me that love to buy impulsivly. no more spending, except, mars volta tickets, for beer(every other week), a new book every 2 weeks, davids game cube, and food.
To MOM:(a message seh will never get) you owe me money, but this grudge you are doing scares me enough to make me wait.
i cousl spend all day at the bus stop and look at people, the way that they move and the things that they do, every single person going some where, they all have so obligation to someone or something, i wish i could walk a mile in other peoples shoes, it would be way better than TV. oh i wish i could harness some strange power like that.
i want to get out of el paso, i hate not knowing spanish and i hate the lack of social culture, all there is is mexican culture. To be catholic, family orientated, and mexican: everything im not!
i wish i had parents that were a littel more strict, i hate seeing my brother become a disobedient little shit. an annoying on at that!!!
damn i had the best vanilla pudding today i placed in the freezer for a few mintues took it out and devowered it. i did it 3 more times until i was full and then thought about it, this is what i got: vanilla is so much better than chocolate, in more than one way.
im writing and writing but this is the point at which i stop.
nico
chopin
P.S. more of these coming
im gonna get drunk by myself thsi weekend and think this one out, i havent been drunk in forever.
my nap time feels like a new york minute, i hate it. im gonna steal my moms like ambient nosie maker and buy those koosey fingers that you put over your mattress, because my bed is way too hard for such a rinky dink body like mine.
i am now in love with "earl tea" muhh if only i can make it cold again to better enjoy the warmth it brings.
things are getting way better with me and the misses', shes such a lovely girl but has a short temper. No matter i love her.
TO CHRIS: am i still getting you futon?
i decided today while bathing, that i would love to smell like shaving cream all the time, i love that smell at least teh smell of mine.
i finished a bttle of nyquil in about 5 days and i dothink im gonna use it anymore, it was helping me sleep, but i hate what i feel im the morning, the need fro more sleep!
laltey ive really been realizing that it was dumb of me to quit my job, money is very important especially for a guy like me that love to buy impulsivly. no more spending, except, mars volta tickets, for beer(every other week), a new book every 2 weeks, davids game cube, and food.
To MOM:(a message seh will never get) you owe me money, but this grudge you are doing scares me enough to make me wait.
i cousl spend all day at the bus stop and look at people, the way that they move and the things that they do, every single person going some where, they all have so obligation to someone or something, i wish i could walk a mile in other peoples shoes, it would be way better than TV. oh i wish i could harness some strange power like that.
i want to get out of el paso, i hate not knowing spanish and i hate the lack of social culture, all there is is mexican culture. To be catholic, family orientated, and mexican: everything im not!
i wish i had parents that were a littel more strict, i hate seeing my brother become a disobedient little shit. an annoying on at that!!!
damn i had the best vanilla pudding today i placed in the freezer for a few mintues took it out and devowered it. i did it 3 more times until i was full and then thought about it, this is what i got: vanilla is so much better than chocolate, in more than one way.
im writing and writing but this is the point at which i stop.
nico
chopin
P.S. more of these coming