i think thinking hurts.........................
i have NO reason to not be happy, but im not.
Im not sad either, just misplaced and disoreintated.................
Im confused with this semester at school, i just dont wanna doit for some reason. i feel like im scrapping by, passing by the skin of my teeth. I have no job and thats a good think most of the time, but sometimes it leaves me feeling pathetic.
sometimes i lay in bed at night, and think of these things that bother me and i have a horrible nights sleep....you know the ones where you wake up like 5 times just to stare at the clock for some reason, and you get a kink in your neck so that the next day you cant turn your neck when someone calls your name. you have to do a full body turn and look like a turd.
well enough of that, im gonna go sit in the bath tub, soak while i read . then after that im gonna burn an inscent, drink some nite time tea, sleep naked and forget all about today....................
( ill stuff today in the place where i left "those" times)
mr. nico*
P.S. you were looking gorgeous wearing jelly bean shaped cows, really gorgeous!
Im not sad either, just misplaced and disoreintated.................
Im confused with this semester at school, i just dont wanna doit for some reason. i feel like im scrapping by, passing by the skin of my teeth. I have no job and thats a good think most of the time, but sometimes it leaves me feeling pathetic.
sometimes i lay in bed at night, and think of these things that bother me and i have a horrible nights sleep....you know the ones where you wake up like 5 times just to stare at the clock for some reason, and you get a kink in your neck so that the next day you cant turn your neck when someone calls your name. you have to do a full body turn and look like a turd.
well enough of that, im gonna go sit in the bath tub, soak while i read . then after that im gonna burn an inscent, drink some nite time tea, sleep naked and forget all about today....................
( ill stuff today in the place where i left "those" times)
mr. nico*
P.S. you were looking gorgeous wearing jelly bean shaped cows, really gorgeous!