fish out of water,.........i mean on fire!*
has anyone every been sucker punched in the head, or got toshed a football without knowing and it eventually found its way hurtling towards your head and you black out for a few seconds. I wish i could black out right now for a bit longer than a few seconds.
I guess my mom doest realize how hard it is to be a kid, i guess she doesnt think that someone can get so overwhelmed that they decide to move out. but in order to move out they first must, drop out of school and aquire the 80% of the tuition that they payed, find a room mate, and then work full time at some crappy job that requires absolutly no skill and have a crap shitty boss like my former employer. I guess my moms never heard of that stupid analogy about the twig that broke that fuckin camels back, because if she did she would really think about backin off me right now.
I hate being mad, i feel like i wanna secretly do stuff to her, like pawn her jewlery, lose her glases, or feed her dog food. man oh man only in my thoughts im not an asshole like that.(i mean like her)
sometimes i look down on my mom, this makes me feel guilty.
n.
I guess my mom doest realize how hard it is to be a kid, i guess she doesnt think that someone can get so overwhelmed that they decide to move out. but in order to move out they first must, drop out of school and aquire the 80% of the tuition that they payed, find a room mate, and then work full time at some crappy job that requires absolutly no skill and have a crap shitty boss like my former employer. I guess my moms never heard of that stupid analogy about the twig that broke that fuckin camels back, because if she did she would really think about backin off me right now.
I hate being mad, i feel like i wanna secretly do stuff to her, like pawn her jewlery, lose her glases, or feed her dog food. man oh man only in my thoughts im not an asshole like that.(i mean like her)
sometimes i look down on my mom, this makes me feel guilty.
n.