...
still not word from dad
hes such a fucking retard.
i just wish he could put down the fucking bottle long enough
to send a christmas card, or make a phone call.
MY FUCKING NAME IS TATOO'D on his arm..
and he cant even remember i exist.
i dont meen to sound.. ugh idk
there are so maney people who have it better then me
but i dont care ok.
i have ocd,
panic attacks,
no dad
i live with my grandma
my moms best friend hates me/ granted i hated him first for the shit about my dad.
i'v ben raped
my body shivers sometimes for no reason,
and usualy ill start crying
im overdramatic
and sometimes i get lost in my old world and cant seperate reality with non-reality or my lies i make up to make my life seem better, becase its not.
my life is shit
do not think im looking for pitty
do not comment on this post
bye.
hes such a fucking retard.
i just wish he could put down the fucking bottle long enough
to send a christmas card, or make a phone call.
MY FUCKING NAME IS TATOO'D on his arm..
and he cant even remember i exist.
i dont meen to sound.. ugh idk
there are so maney people who have it better then me
but i dont care ok.
i have ocd,
panic attacks,
no dad
i live with my grandma
my moms best friend hates me/ granted i hated him first for the shit about my dad.
i'v ben raped
my body shivers sometimes for no reason,
and usualy ill start crying
im overdramatic
and sometimes i get lost in my old world and cant seperate reality with non-reality or my lies i make up to make my life seem better, becase its not.
my life is shit
do not think im looking for pitty
do not comment on this post
bye.