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so i suck at life and at college
IDK what the hell is wrong with me
i gota D+ in chem - - which means ill prob have to take it over
im PRAYING that i didnt get a D in Physics cuz i KNOW i will have to take that over if i did
i got an A in english
and i know that i got a good grade in Programing (somewhat?)
and im sure i got an OK (at least a C) in Calc
but these grades arent me - - i dont understand - - i hate college - -
im going to pass these TERRIBLE grades off as me struggling with my first year and im going to just have to deal with things as they come at me - - ill have to take more then one class @ the community college next summer to catch up and ill have to work my ass off to try and makeup for my complete failure @ life up here @ school
i feel sick - - i saw my grade in chem and started crying and then i actually did get sick
my parents are going to be so dissapointed in me and pissed off
Fuck - i hate my life
im just a DISSAPOINTMENT