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you recieve the gold medal for the shallowest person on the planet
http://www.livejournal.com/users/when_pigs_fly/56041.html
HEY GUYS I WON!
this was in response to my little post about the biker baker who gave me a cookie at farmers market.
I guess i'm shallow...i mean to some extent we all are, its unavoidable. By nature all humans are judgmental. its a fact.
I'm not sure if i'm laughing about this comment, or cringing, because part of me finds it absurd that based off a post like that someone can define me as the shallowest person in the world....i mean, there have GOT to be people more shallow. Paris Hilton is one. I'm sure she's be hurt if she found out i won the gold medal over her.
I'm not sure if the shallow was in regards to the fact that i thought the guy was cute, or that i liked that he couldnt base any attraction off my boobs (which i'm extremely sensitive about and wish they would go away.....). I would think it was shallow if i showed him my boobs, but thats just me.
I saw josh wellington the other day, and we were talking and i just blurted out, "I used to be such a bitch," And it was totally true. I mean, maybe not a RAGING bitch...but i just look back and i dont like things about how i was. We grow up for a reason....god forbid someone makes bad calls. I'm disappointed in myself about alot of things, Lisa palmer especally and how i treated her. I hope you read that Lisa. How i treated my sister. How i would try to manipulate my dad. How i looked down on my brother for so many SHALLOW reason, and now i look up to and admire him immensly. funny.
I love who i am now. Shallow or not. I'm a girl who works her ass off, who tries to help people, who holds high values, who cries easily, who likes to read good books, who is very lonely at times, who is dedicated to the people she loves, who craves friendship, who rides her bike to school, who likes being noticed but also likes to just sneak by, who at first meeting may seem nuts, who stands up for what she believes in, who fights for what she thinks is right, who likes to call her grandmother while shes in a coffee shop so they can figure out the crossword puzzle in the red eye together, who accepts the fact that her hair looks like shit, who keeps "jolly mon" (the book her dad gave her when she was little) on her shelf above her desk, who DOESNT WANT TO BE PUSHED AROUND ANYMORE, who hates being underestimated, who is looking for true love, who is still a virgin (i guess thats because no one has been cute enought....i'm so shallow), who doesnt care if she sees Spamalot alone, who has never smoked a cigarette, who misses her brother, who loves shakespeare, who wants to show all the good in her with the bad (like how i tend to hold grudges), who says a whole lotta stoopid shit, who is in such shock that someone would judge me the way they have.
I dont want to seem affected my this, because usually all a comment like that is for is to get a rise out of someone. I think this counts as a rise. You have done your job Mr. Anonymous. Or Ms. yah, merp....
In general, i really try to be a good person. I try to stay out of people's way. I'm a little self absorbed but oh well. I'm an actor. Take it or leave it. I really like the person i've grown into...and i'm not going to change because someone says i'm shallow. I've gotta find that for myself if its true.
Meanwhile, i'm going to keep working my ass off to the point of sobbing from exhaustion, and i'm going to do whats good for me, and i'm not going to take any SHIT and i'm going to CONTINUE loving who i am.
And i'm going to hope that someday you, person anonymous, have enough respect for yourself to put your name on the comment you are leaving. Because i think you should be proud that you're the one giving away the gold medals. quite an honor.
how can people be so heartless, how can be people be so cruel? easy to be hard, easy to be cold. ---hair
http://www.livejournal.com/users/when_pigs_fly/56041.html
HEY GUYS I WON!
this was in response to my little post about the biker baker who gave me a cookie at farmers market.
I guess i'm shallow...i mean to some extent we all are, its unavoidable. By nature all humans are judgmental. its a fact.
I'm not sure if i'm laughing about this comment, or cringing, because part of me finds it absurd that based off a post like that someone can define me as the shallowest person in the world....i mean, there have GOT to be people more shallow. Paris Hilton is one. I'm sure she's be hurt if she found out i won the gold medal over her.
I'm not sure if the shallow was in regards to the fact that i thought the guy was cute, or that i liked that he couldnt base any attraction off my boobs (which i'm extremely sensitive about and wish they would go away.....). I would think it was shallow if i showed him my boobs, but thats just me.
I saw josh wellington the other day, and we were talking and i just blurted out, "I used to be such a bitch," And it was totally true. I mean, maybe not a RAGING bitch...but i just look back and i dont like things about how i was. We grow up for a reason....god forbid someone makes bad calls. I'm disappointed in myself about alot of things, Lisa palmer especally and how i treated her. I hope you read that Lisa. How i treated my sister. How i would try to manipulate my dad. How i looked down on my brother for so many SHALLOW reason, and now i look up to and admire him immensly. funny.
I love who i am now. Shallow or not. I'm a girl who works her ass off, who tries to help people, who holds high values, who cries easily, who likes to read good books, who is very lonely at times, who is dedicated to the people she loves, who craves friendship, who rides her bike to school, who likes being noticed but also likes to just sneak by, who at first meeting may seem nuts, who stands up for what she believes in, who fights for what she thinks is right, who likes to call her grandmother while shes in a coffee shop so they can figure out the crossword puzzle in the red eye together, who accepts the fact that her hair looks like shit, who keeps "jolly mon" (the book her dad gave her when she was little) on her shelf above her desk, who DOESNT WANT TO BE PUSHED AROUND ANYMORE, who hates being underestimated, who is looking for true love, who is still a virgin (i guess thats because no one has been cute enought....i'm so shallow), who doesnt care if she sees Spamalot alone, who has never smoked a cigarette, who misses her brother, who loves shakespeare, who wants to show all the good in her with the bad (like how i tend to hold grudges), who says a whole lotta stoopid shit, who is in such shock that someone would judge me the way they have.
I dont want to seem affected my this, because usually all a comment like that is for is to get a rise out of someone. I think this counts as a rise. You have done your job Mr. Anonymous. Or Ms. yah, merp....
In general, i really try to be a good person. I try to stay out of people's way. I'm a little self absorbed but oh well. I'm an actor. Take it or leave it. I really like the person i've grown into...and i'm not going to change because someone says i'm shallow. I've gotta find that for myself if its true.
Meanwhile, i'm going to keep working my ass off to the point of sobbing from exhaustion, and i'm going to do whats good for me, and i'm not going to take any SHIT and i'm going to CONTINUE loving who i am.
And i'm going to hope that someday you, person anonymous, have enough respect for yourself to put your name on the comment you are leaving. Because i think you should be proud that you're the one giving away the gold medals. quite an honor.
how can people be so heartless, how can be people be so cruel? easy to be hard, easy to be cold. ---hair