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today kinda sucked...
my self esteem dropped extremely low thismorning due to my brother...but wutever ill get over it
i went to school from lunch on...i know i should have gone b4...but...i just..a;slkdfja i couldnt deal with stuff....so i went...and jessica michelle zach danika n thomas all came n made me feel better bout stuff....
i love them all somuch... so i went to physics..had a test...that went fine...katie was funny...she makes me laugh...
after school...we wlakted to zachs house then to los arbys for some lunch...we met up with jason n amanda but amanda had to leave...jasons cool...id never really hung out wiht him b4...jenny brought me money. i love her. shes the greatest....so then we walked back to zachs house. n watched anchorman...that movie is HELARIOUS...haha i lvoe it...then we sat n talked for awhile...his parents were there in the beginning..then left....and then came back while we were plyaing trivial persuit junior...jhahaha that was aweomse...a ? was "what do alligators eat to swim deeper" and zach was like rocks...and we all laughed so hard at him...and then...the answer...was stones...so we laughed EVEN harder...o man that was so great...then there was "what cats hunt together" and skyler was like "wolves" o man...i love thme all so much...but htey had a cat ...eVER YONE HAS FREAKING CATS NOW!!! haha dang...she was pretty...and i pet her...i forgot that im allergic...stupid me...so after ahilwe my eyes started swelling up...and michelle was like...omg this always happens when im with you!! haha its funny...but it hurts...cuz lik the mnore i rubn them...the worse they become...stupid cats...well neways my mom came to pick me up...
she asked me wut was worng with my eyes..i told her zach had a cat...i guess she thinks i smoke or wutever. how dumb. she says she believes me...but i can freaking tell she doesn...which hurts a lot. but wutever...let her htink wutever she wants to think.
kellie k. is at danks house...iu havent seen her or hung out with danika n a long time...it makes me sad...so they wanted to see me n hang out...and i realllllllly wanted to aftrer awhile..specially since im in a crappy mood...i wanted to be with sum friends...but my mom said no. which sucks. and makes me mad. cuz i used to go up there late n stay forever. i guess not nemore...im so sad...i want to see kellieand i miss danika...a;lfksdjfas;lkdfj...we havent hung out for awhile...i feel like were driftin apart sorta...and it makes me feel bad...i dont want that to happen...AT ALL....
im supposed to go to michelles tomorrow for her bday...and she can only have 2 ppl. over...and so she asked me n jess...cuz she cant do nething big...and so we all thought we could just hang out n play games n stuff....and m sooo happy if i get to go..i relaly really want to...i love mihcelle so much and jessica...they make me feel so wonderfully about myself.....and she wanted me to spend the night...which made me ecstatic...cuz its been forever since i havel...and im thrilled that she wants me to...my mom says we have to talk abou tit tho...im sad....its her bdayl...i dont wanna disappoint her....oh well...i guess mom knows best...so its up to her.....ahhhhhhh i cant wait till i get tohang out wiht ppl again...it makes me feel like all the ad stuff in mylife is just stupid crap...and they makeme feel so good... i hope i get to go tomorrow...i want her to have to best bday EVER....
i think im getting fat. lmao...well not funny...but yea...it kinda sucks...oh well...ill get over it....i feel bad...i made my mom mad...but i just wasnt in the mood to talk about stuff...i was just in a bad mood today...and couldnt deal with nemore "lectures"...my grade dropped to a B....which is dumb...cuz i actually try in that class....i feel bad enuff about that....oh well...i yelled at her too much...i feel extremely horrible...i must be the worst kid ever....i dont try to be....alrite...enuff rambling....i gotta go get some sleep
i love you all...so so much. dont u ever forge...and you can talk to me about nething n the worlkd. i wont judge you or get mad at you. or nething...and ill try to hgelp if i can....
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