be decisive, dammit!
so i have written in this thing in a really really long time. stuff is meh. there really is no proper word to describe it. it kinda seems like when things get good the get bad like a day later, and not just the one thing that got good. every thing goes to hell. i've decided, with some help of a few friends, my cousin, and my aunt, that guys are insane and painfully fickle. now i am talking about straight guys because all the gay/queer ones i know are really not like this so maybe its a straight gene or something. the worst part of this is that i want to make out with most of the previously mentioned straight guys. this just makes things all the more confusing. they should come up with a drug that makes you become more decisive, i mean, christ, they have one for everything else. i wanna make a countdown for how much long i will be a student of nutley high school. i think that will give me much needed fuel to keep me going. i saw the boy from oz with hugh jackman and bridge & tunnel sarah jones' one woman show. both were really good! i started the shakespeare theater institute this week. its been incredible thus far. i've this crazy lady macbeth monologue and tomorrow, well technically today, i audition for romeo and juliet. tonight i went to see ugly robot (keith, pat, and paul) play at bloomfield ave cafe. the band that went on before them was being assholes to us for really now reason and tension was high, but, to corey, craig, and kyle's disappointment, nothing happened. then me, kyle, justin, and jesse went to tick tock. then i drove home and almost got hit by, what i assume was, a drunk driver. i assume they were drunk because they were swerving around on my side of the street and inorder to get out of their way i almost swerved into a tree. so to say the least, my night was fairly eventful. on other notes: i saw garden state and it was incredibly and i highly recommend it! i also saw napolean dynomite, which was sooo funny. noelle and tommy came over for dinner yesterday and we hung out. conor oberst is really hott! (sorry i just saw a pic of him that's on my computer.) work has been really good lately. i have money, which is nice. i like all my co-workers, most of the time. my boss likes me and tells everyone i'm his favorite, which is good, considering the last boss wasn't too fond of me, although that wasn't really my fault since he didn't like me because i'm a girl. my aunt's baby shower is soon. i am going to see pd2 with vicki and uncle joe saturday night which will be so much fun. oh one more thing, i hate hiding stuff and feeling embarassed of. oh, wait, one more thing and then i'm done. the governor is gay. i think that its cool he's out, but i think it sucks the way it happened. i'm sure the republicans are having a fun time with this. fucking dumbasses. now i'm gonna try to go to sleep. ::sigh::