you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby
i feel removed and bogged down. Like, i'm directing traffic and people are just going crazy and I can't keep up. I'm tired of saying the same thing over and over again and having no one listen/care. I have so many ambitions and I want to accomplish and experience so many things i just find myself feeling disapointed in people who don't seem to care enough to make the most out of their lives. I don't want to feel like it is my responsiblity to make sure everyone is happy. i keep asking myself if i am hindering individuals by always being the shoulder to cry on or come to or let people walk all over when they are in a horrid mood. Maybe i should just let people be in their funk, let them do their own thing. For the first time in a long time, i feel like crying. not out of sadness, but out of frustration.