let me take your hands
I think the college atmosphere is having weird effects on me. I am so used to having a people running around and talking to me that when I am by myself i don't know what to do. Hanna is usually here, and when shes not is bizzar. Like, I don't think that shes not here. As if she were only in the shower or going to be right back. we've become like appendeges. I wonder whats going to happen when i move or am forced to become more independent. Will i just freak out and be really lonley all of the time? But, for right now, i kind of hate this. Which is dumb because i should love "me" time since i never get it. maybe I will paint. that could be fun.