HI ^_^

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Haven't been updating much.To tell you the truth i've been really busy with getting my head back into anything really.The last six months of this yr have been some of the worst i've ever had and i'm really glad this yr is going to hell.I'm ready to start again. A couple of weeks ago I started to get the urge to do cocaine again.lol It got kind of bad actually. I almost gave into it,but i didn't.Instead i went to see an old counselor of mine.She's one of the nicest people and i'm grateful she was there when i needed someone to vent with.

I'm ok now;as ok as i can be i guess right now.I've met a few new people.There is still that trust factor which i'm having a hard time of getting over.I haven't let anyone new in my life in yrs,but i really like these people so i have to make it work.I dno't really know much what has been going on besides that tsunami thing which killed way too many people.Sucks,but you can't do shit about it.I hope Jamie is doing ok.I spent the last day over an old friend's.Glad he too is trying to kick his bad habits.Dom's death hit hime real hard and i guess has woken him up a bit.I love you John and i'm glad you aren't being a dick to me anymore^_^ .

oooooooh ooooooooooooooh I got an email from a certain someone i haven't spoken too in months!!!!!!!! I"ve really missed her. Hahaha good times indeed we had lol,but i'm glad she is doing well and wants to talk again. awwwwww i've missed you Sarah^_^
a couple new pics of me blah













well tis all for now. byes^_^