Jan 27, 2005 22:35
I don't care if the title makes sense.
It's been a long time since I've updated last. So much has happened. Both Bright Eyes albums came out on Tuesday and now are a big part to my life. CDs are cool. What's not cool is not understanding math at all, and only understanding Physics to a degree. My friendships have been up and down as always - and currently, they're probably a little above average. I want to go to school less and less each day. But is that so bad for someone in my situation? No.
I've played far too many videogames lately but I can't help it. I love videogames; they have always been instrumental in entertaining me ever since I was 5.
I need to read a book. I really want to.
Our research paper is coming up, and I have yet to start on it. I know I am going to do horribly. I don't see how I can do good on this project. I am starting to see how nearly everyone is ahead of me. It doesn't matter what it is - I am behind the 8 ball. I don't know what happened but all of a sudden I don't understand things that everyone else finds easy. I am not used to this, but I remain unfrightened. I feel like I'll just bounce back up to where I am more comfortable soon.
And despite all the many things racing in my brain I couldn't be happier. I can't explain it, and I have no right being happy. But I am. How long will that last.