christmas time is here.
love actually is all around. except when it's not.
this holiday season is rough. i'm still trying to figure out what/how i feel about aaron and what i want to happen there. part of me still wants to date him. part of me knows it will not happen, and i can't push him into it. he's going to do what he's going to do.
my roommate hates me. i want to move out.
i'm back in elkhart, where nothing happens. i'm tired.. spent the night at julia's last night after watching elf and love actually. i'm frustrated in many, many ways.
life, what do you want from me?