Feb 23, 2010 08:23
I was doing such a great job with updating this. Then my busy life hit me in the face and I've half-assed it. So I'm really going to do this one, honestly.
The next year takes me up until slightly past my 20th birthday.
I plan to finish out this semester with my 4.0 still intact, although French could kill this idea. I'm going to get better at dance - lots of practice - and learn how to do at least one crazy lindy hop move. I plan on breaking Lent over spring break when I celebrate my b-day at home with a Dairy Queen cake. This summer, I'm going to chill with friends, garden, explore, and create lots of art. At the end of June, I'm flying to Paris for four days, spending 3 weeks in Strasbourg in France, and flying to Casablanca and spending another 3 weeks taking pictures on a beach for my job :)
After that, I plan on returning back to this incredible school where I'm spending time with people I really care about.
I hope that I let everybody that I care about know how much they mean to me. I hope that I can scrape a good grade in French. I hope my memory gets better, and I hope I don't mess up terribly on my dance final. I hope I can deal with things that need to be dealt with, I hope I can be there for anybody who needs me, I hope I don't break anybody's heart, and I hope I am a good friend. I hope I can love without restraint for the first time.
I dream about running through Paris, wearing a big hat and sunglasses in Morocco. I dream that I can be loved for who I am, whoever that is. I dream about the lilacs at home in April, and I hope I can see them. I dream about my pets and how much I miss Piper's puppy feet smell. I dream about warm weather and sunshine and lake water and skipping stones in my creek.
I know that this year will turn out and unfold in whatever way it is meant to :)