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so almost exactly twenty four hours ago i was sitting in my car with stephen at the drive in waiting to buy tickets for pirates of the carribean. we were watching superman returns while we waited. pirates was really good, and i enjoyed the drive in part of it, but drive ins are meant for trucks, suvs, and minivans. so when the movie got over at about three o'clock we came back to campus to find out that i locked my key in my room. and since i don't have a roommate anymore and my suitemate was gone i had no way of getting back in because the ra on call didn't do lock outs after two in the morning. luckily one of the ra's works at ups and gets off at about four, so when she got in, she let me in. i wasn't looking forward to spending the night in the tv lounge with a tv that won't turn on. so needless to say, i didn't get much sleep last night and i was barely hanging on through calculus and statics. nick said i looked like i was drunk because i didn't have complete control of my motor functions. so for the sake of my health, i skipped calculus and attempted to take a nap, but my uncle called and then my mom called, so i didn't really get much of a nap. and turns out, our physics professor was sick, so class was cancelled anyway. how convenient. so after my interrupted nap, i was feeling really strange. sometimes i just don't want to be alone, but here i was alone in my room which was all in shambles at the time and it just didn't feel right. so i took a quick walk outside and called who ever i could think of. i wish i had an extra brake pad for my skates, so i could go riding sometime, but nowhere sells them, so you have to order them and pay for shipping and wait for them to come and i haven't wanted to do that. so then i came back to my room and ate some food and started rearranging things, but it still felt weird. sometimes when it feels weird for me to be in a room by myself i turn on the music and it's okay, but music didn't work today. i think it was just the major lack of sleep that throws everything out of whack. in the morning i'm going to babysit at sojourn. that should be fun. worth getting up for at least.