words cannot begin to describe the night i have had....
i cannot believe how un-increadibally stoopid some people are...
im so pissed off that i could just beat the living hell out of the next person to walk through that door!
i was sitting down having a nice conversation with my sis-in-law over dinner when she brings me this piece of paper that was given to her by my neice, Mia. On that paper it says "Auntie you take care of me, you feed me, you play with me... I LOVE YOU" i asked her were my sister was and she said at bingo again... throwing my food across the room i blew the fuck up and was ready to throw all her crap out of my god damn house into the middle of the street. you never ever neglect a child like that.
I never once questioned my parents when my sister lost her house and they let her move back in with her boyfriend and her daughter. i never once complained to them about losing my place in my house and having to live at Languild. i never once bitched about not being able to sleep there because now my brother and his wife are also living there...
but for fucks sake i went to town on everyone in site when i saw that letter to my sister-in-law. i love my neice and i care so much for my family that it hurt to read that bullshit. when i confronted my neice about it all she could do was look at me with tear filled eyes...... and now i get to cry because i hate that i have to just live knowing that she lives and puts up with that crap.
Ofcourse Daph has to call me after that and i blew up on her also. I'm just having a hell of a night. I cant sleep. I have no cigarettes left... GOD DAMN!!!
I get a visit from axel tonight saying that i was baggering Serena again the one night i went to The Armory. She claims that I said "so you've crossed over, huh?" whatever the hell that means!
I just messaged her asking her about it and she says that when i looked at her that night, thats the message i conveyed with my look??
um.... NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!
and never ever try to put words in my mouth! i hate that the most!
fuck it im going to the gas station!
im so pissed off that i could just beat the living hell out of the next person to walk through that door!
i was sitting down having a nice conversation with my sis-in-law over dinner when she brings me this piece of paper that was given to her by my neice, Mia. On that paper it says "Auntie you take care of me, you feed me, you play with me... I LOVE YOU" i asked her were my sister was and she said at bingo again... throwing my food across the room i blew the fuck up and was ready to throw all her crap out of my god damn house into the middle of the street. you never ever neglect a child like that.
I never once questioned my parents when my sister lost her house and they let her move back in with her boyfriend and her daughter. i never once complained to them about losing my place in my house and having to live at Languild. i never once bitched about not being able to sleep there because now my brother and his wife are also living there...
but for fucks sake i went to town on everyone in site when i saw that letter to my sister-in-law. i love my neice and i care so much for my family that it hurt to read that bullshit. when i confronted my neice about it all she could do was look at me with tear filled eyes...... and now i get to cry because i hate that i have to just live knowing that she lives and puts up with that crap.
Ofcourse Daph has to call me after that and i blew up on her also. I'm just having a hell of a night. I cant sleep. I have no cigarettes left... GOD DAMN!!!
I get a visit from axel tonight saying that i was baggering Serena again the one night i went to The Armory. She claims that I said "so you've crossed over, huh?" whatever the hell that means!
I just messaged her asking her about it and she says that when i looked at her that night, thats the message i conveyed with my look??
um.... NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!
and never ever try to put words in my mouth! i hate that the most!
fuck it im going to the gas station!