I like him....
I have a crush...on a boy. Weird, I thought that it was going to be a very long time after John and I split that I would be interested in someone else, but it's been about 4 months now, and I feel like I'm ready to see what else is out there. That's not to say I don't still love John, I do, I always will, but it's time for me to get back in the game.
I like a guy called Ryan. He's 22...has a house, a job, all that stuff, but he's also really really interesting. He's funny, smart, really nice...and the crazy thing is, we can be on the phone for 3-5 hours and only get off because it's time to sleep, not because we're done talking to each other. It's a bit exciting.
I've had a rough couple of days, and I've realized how much I've grown up in the past few years. A year ago had my friend of almost 20 years been a total cunt to me when I needed her, I would have flown off the handel and cursed her left and right and yelled and all that shit. Now...I just tell her how she's been a bad friend when I needed her, and say we'll talk when we both have free time. Crazy.
Amy, I'm sorry I didn't call you back last night. I just decided to go to sleep in hopes that it would make me feel better. It did. I'll explain everything tonight.
I like a guy called Ryan. He's 22...has a house, a job, all that stuff, but he's also really really interesting. He's funny, smart, really nice...and the crazy thing is, we can be on the phone for 3-5 hours and only get off because it's time to sleep, not because we're done talking to each other. It's a bit exciting.
I've had a rough couple of days, and I've realized how much I've grown up in the past few years. A year ago had my friend of almost 20 years been a total cunt to me when I needed her, I would have flown off the handel and cursed her left and right and yelled and all that shit. Now...I just tell her how she's been a bad friend when I needed her, and say we'll talk when we both have free time. Crazy.
Amy, I'm sorry I didn't call you back last night. I just decided to go to sleep in hopes that it would make me feel better. It did. I'll explain everything tonight.