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At times I feel like a thousand feet big and strong, at others I feel like a bug about to be squished on someone's windshield. This weekend has felt like that.
Saturday night I wasn't feeling myself, which sucked but I think I figured out why, and untill I talk to a certain somebody, I won't be 100% sure. I needed time to think to myself and maybe someone to talk to, but I didn't get to talk to someone till Sunday. Nick and Karl talked to me this morning not about much but it helped just to talk about Life. But tonight I also got to get some stuff of my chest with Sonny. Got to love those kids that will listen with an open heart. It sucks to end a day with a night of deep thought about where your life is going, and why things happen the way they do, to a day with so much fun and laughter. Which would be like a day spent with Abe, Mike, Erin, Jeff, Kate, and yes even Tim. Dinner, Big Trucks, Old Photos, Poop, Fire Trucks, Many Many Old Memories that are worth sharing at the table. With items such as those you would want to stop the clock and hold them forever, but in reality you can't and then you have to go back, to other things such as problems, and dilemas.
Sucks.
Saturday night I wasn't feeling myself, which sucked but I think I figured out why, and untill I talk to a certain somebody, I won't be 100% sure. I needed time to think to myself and maybe someone to talk to, but I didn't get to talk to someone till Sunday. Nick and Karl talked to me this morning not about much but it helped just to talk about Life. But tonight I also got to get some stuff of my chest with Sonny. Got to love those kids that will listen with an open heart. It sucks to end a day with a night of deep thought about where your life is going, and why things happen the way they do, to a day with so much fun and laughter. Which would be like a day spent with Abe, Mike, Erin, Jeff, Kate, and yes even Tim. Dinner, Big Trucks, Old Photos, Poop, Fire Trucks, Many Many Old Memories that are worth sharing at the table. With items such as those you would want to stop the clock and hold them forever, but in reality you can't and then you have to go back, to other things such as problems, and dilemas.
Sucks.