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Ugh, it's a good and Bad day all in one. I wish everything would just work out. Of course every Friday is good, just because it's the start of the weekend, but Not when you hurt people.
Last night, all together at the same time, 3 people asked me if I was busy, and I thought about it, and decided to pick one of my close friends who I haven't really talked to or seen over the other two. I think in doing this, it screwed me over with the other two. Considering one is Chris, I feel bad, ditching him to hang out with another Guy, I dont want him to be nervous/jealous or anything, but its not like that at all. Promise. Theres no need to worry.
But the real reason I think about it, is because I got text from the one person, asking if we were hanging out, and Was like umm Im going to pass, becase its been forever since ive gotten to hang out with this other person. I really hurt their feelings in doing this. I don't think things through I understand that, but the person I'm hanging out with won't be free for like a month or two, this is my only chance, before summer and we go different ways. But I hate to see other people mad at me. Ugh I can't make everyone equally happy and it sucks.
I'm sorry, Alright so this isn't the first time, but don't you at least see where I'm coming from?
I don't know what to do or say, to fix things, I suck at this game, and makes me feel terrible. But the point is I don't think about these things until they kick me in the ass.
Last night, all together at the same time, 3 people asked me if I was busy, and I thought about it, and decided to pick one of my close friends who I haven't really talked to or seen over the other two. I think in doing this, it screwed me over with the other two. Considering one is Chris, I feel bad, ditching him to hang out with another Guy, I dont want him to be nervous/jealous or anything, but its not like that at all. Promise. Theres no need to worry.
But the real reason I think about it, is because I got text from the one person, asking if we were hanging out, and Was like umm Im going to pass, becase its been forever since ive gotten to hang out with this other person. I really hurt their feelings in doing this. I don't think things through I understand that, but the person I'm hanging out with won't be free for like a month or two, this is my only chance, before summer and we go different ways. But I hate to see other people mad at me. Ugh I can't make everyone equally happy and it sucks.
I'm sorry, Alright so this isn't the first time, but don't you at least see where I'm coming from?
I don't know what to do or say, to fix things, I suck at this game, and makes me feel terrible. But the point is I don't think about these things until they kick me in the ass.