update!!1
i haven't done this in a while, so bear with me.
spring break is boring, and slow going. i'm going stir-crazy alone in this house. i have a lot on my mind. i feel like i'm suffocating.
i am eternally nervous about graduate school. it's like staring down the barrel at the rest of my life. i don't want to leave yet. if i don't, i'll be 21, living in a city i love, working at a job i love, and driving a lexus. but even that is still scary somehow.
i can't expect anyone to understand.
spring break is boring, and slow going. i'm going stir-crazy alone in this house. i have a lot on my mind. i feel like i'm suffocating.
i am eternally nervous about graduate school. it's like staring down the barrel at the rest of my life. i don't want to leave yet. if i don't, i'll be 21, living in a city i love, working at a job i love, and driving a lexus. but even that is still scary somehow.
i can't expect anyone to understand.