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[whatyoudoboy]

i am a monster and i need to stop
from now on
mariah i have never met
i don t know if she is nice or not
you dont realize how much ppl mean to you until they are gone all gone
why are friends so mean
in the last couple of weeks
ppl fallow the tread on hate alex all because of MY fuckked up head!
I need a good cry and you gave one to me RIGHT NOW
happy now
my life is hard.
yeah iknow so is everyone elses
but i jus want to run really far and sit in grass
i want to leave
right now
i dont need anyting rigth now
i dont need ppl
i dont need comfort
i dont need freiends
i dont need family
i dont need a therapict
i need a new mind
i need to clear it and re do it
all of it
i dont need to hurt myslef
i need myself
i do need a hug
i dont want to alk to anyone
please just no one leave me
i dont need supprt
i just need you to stay right there
and when i am dnw fixing myself and be there for me