Jan 08, 2009 04:15
[private to Libby]
Could you do me a favor? I'd like you to speak with Tobias if you have the time - I think he could really use a good psychologist. I can only do so much for him, someone with actual training could probably do a lot more.
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[private to Ethan]
Are you alright? If you want to talk about the flood, I'm here to listen, as always. If not, that's okay. We can talk about something else during our meeting. Tomorrow afternoon. In the galley.
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[private]
First Jenny, and now Drusilla. Is it possible that this place is as much a hell for those who agreed to be here as those who didn't? All these ghosts from my past, showing up so soon after me. I'm glad Jenny's alive - as alive as is possible here - but I can't help but wish that Drusilla was dead.
Does that make me a bad person? I want to fix those old mistakes, but she's the one sin that can never be pardoned, the one wrong I can never undo. Jenny can have a second chance. Drusilla I destroyed forever. An eternity of madness. My greatest creation. It might be kinder to kill her.
How can she be here? She's a soulless monster, incapable of redemption.
No, that's not true. Everyone can find redemption, if they want it bad enough. Darla did. Hell, even Spike got his soul back. I mean, he probably did it 'cause he was jealous of mine, but That isn't the point.
The last time I saw her, I set her on fire. Was she killed then? Did she escape and kill others? Every life she's taken is on my head. I was the one who turned her.
She deserves a second chance as much as anyone. But she might be beyond hope. I want to help her. I'm just not sure how yet.
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my past is angsty and mysterious,
tobias hankel gets a tag,
jenny calendar,
ethan is a thorn in my side,
wardening,
captain broodypants,
drusilla