"I don't really do too much talking. I just sit back and watch a lot."- Andre Ward
On the advice of Dr. Lori I took a sensation seeking scale test, and scored an 89. Which basically means that I'm willing to huck myself of a cliff just to get some adrenaline pumping, to feel something. According to the Doc it's why I'm so miserable, can't ski, can't swim, can't bike, can't do anything to get my frustration out cause I'm too sick. And the prednizone I'm taking makes my blood so thin that a minor cut could be disastrous.
I'll stop bitching and moaning when I'm healthy, which is probably going to be never. I'm also seriously beginning to wonder if all the medications I've been taking over the last year or so haven't seriously fucked with my head, I've been reading side-effects on web md lately and it looks like all the anitbiotics i've been on are messing with me more than helping me.
In the words of Sam Sheridan: "I was so sick of it that I wanted to shoot myself."
3 feet removed and somewhere to the right,
M
I'll stop bitching and moaning when I'm healthy, which is probably going to be never. I'm also seriously beginning to wonder if all the medications I've been taking over the last year or so haven't seriously fucked with my head, I've been reading side-effects on web md lately and it looks like all the anitbiotics i've been on are messing with me more than helping me.
In the words of Sam Sheridan: "I was so sick of it that I wanted to shoot myself."
3 feet removed and somewhere to the right,
M