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[whatsyourdeal]

hmm... well.... still have outstanding debt at king. i've been exceptionally moody, my mother says. i believe others have just grown more annoying. i've been going back to the gym; i've decided that i can dance better than go-go boys at certain establishments and could do much better assuming i had the body. so yeah... terri shiavo and the pope died. pitty that. terri's bed will miss the use it has gotten over the last fifteen years. i hate that for her family, such a tragic loss... so sudden and all. i also hate that i didn't get to hear the pope's last Easter message. what's that? "mmmmmmpfffmmm." *sign of the cross, poops on self* so that's what his message was? holy shit... perhaps now they will elect a pope who can defecate in toilets and go more than a month without a hospital admission. i'm kinda sorta seeing a guy. he's 35, is in the nursing program at King, used to do porn, and has two kids (the oldest being ten years younger than me). i like him. i just don't want to date him or anyone else. i will (hopefully) be moving away in three years for medschool. i don't believe it's fair to me or anyone else to get into something knowing that, especially if they can't relocate with me. school will be my priority the next few years, even moreso when i get into medical school, and asking someone to move somewhere else with me and then be placed somewhere aside from first place in priorities i think is wrong of me. what a run on sentence. now on the other hand... if i can find someone with whom i mesh pretty well and we decide to be friends with benefits for the next few years, that's cool, too.

you keep your body limp, you keep your jaw dropped, you keep your body limp, and you lie real still all day.
you do the terri shiavo and you drool right on yourself. that's what it's all about.