you guys should really just read this.
if you wanna know more about me. THE REAL ME.then read this. its going to be really scattered and shit but get over it.. its midnight.
well.
lately i've been realizing the good and band things in my life. the things im thankful for. and the things im fucking tired of.
for starters... im really thankful of my dad. for putting up with my bull shit 24/7. i'm thank ful for wyley because hes so great and he always makes me happy.
i'm really tired of people trying to label me.. FUCK YOU. you dont know me.
im not fake.. i'm just not a bitch who says anything that comes to mind.. i ACTUALLY think about what i'm going to say.
im really tired of people making up lame ass excuses. if you dont wanna do something just tell me? please? im not going to hate you cause you'd rather do something else.
i hate the fact that im sure no body will read this.
i have been getting VERY moody lately.. constant mood swings but i honestly cannot help them.
i really dont care if you hate me. just dont get the rest of your little "posse" to as well.
i hate how these few certain people try and act all sweet and fucking innocent like your best friend then talk shit about you behind your back.
i'm not going to be as nice as i am anymore.. why should i if i get ZERO respect?
i hate how if i dont get my way with my dad i EXPLODE and its not even a big deal.. thats a BIG issue i neeeed to deal with.
i hate how this one person thinks everyone loves that person... trust me.. alot of people think you're weird.
i feel bad for some of the things i have said about some people..
its really annoying how a certain girl puts lame ass bulletins on myspace just for attention.
i hate when people try and get attention the wrong ways.
enough bitching.
this weekend was okay.
botb friday. saw/with wyley ty ty drew tim krissy erika chels lyndsey mimi sean alexa jazminnnn cameron chris even though hes going t okill me. demarie casey justin cameron lynsi courtney vanessa ryan matt rene andrea jordy cede miguel kaitlyn emily lauryn alex bryce hmmm im sure theres more..? but w.e &my rivals shannon zach& sheldon
then we drove around a bit. taco bell. movies. home.
tonight.. well today sat around and watched movies with erika and krissy and later on sean came and got us. we got pies pizza and wings. i had some difficulties.... : / .. then we went to wyleyss<3 and i played with ivy maddy and brighton. tay wasnt home. :[ but i did get to see her and misty owow! MILF. andd ryan and tim were there. wyleys computer might as well just explode. then we went to keivons where jesse and gunnar were there. i played halo 2 with them. we played with the bunnies. then to star bucks, now im home.
i'm sorry for a long bitchy post i really am but i feel i really can just.. let free in here i guess you could saay...
goodnight. comment. i dare you..
i guess im just pissed cause i didnt get to spend very much time.. at all with wyley. :[/ but last night was great :]