That is probably driving you nuts because to you it means so much.

[whatsupgovernor]

i knocked off my driver's side mirror. i am an idiot.
i slept 12 hours and then did nothing until work at 5. i am lazy.
i have yet to read or write for tomorrow. i am still wasting time. i hate myself.
i am eating a lot and therefore gaining weight. i do not care.
i lie around all day and read people magazine. i do not care.

i want a dog.