a new year filled with new problems
I dont know what to do anymore. Everything seems to be going wrong and I dont seem to have any time for myself. My school work has gone to shit once again, I'm not motivated to do the things I love, and I just feel way to stressed out. So 3 days a week I have wrestling so by the time I come home, eat, and shower its like 7 o clock and I just feel to tired to do homework. I'm falling asleep in class. I work on the weekends all day. Someone told me that what happened on wednesday was actually an anxiety attack due to a build up of stress. I thought to myself that that was crazy because there is nothing wrong with me, but after looking into it, i dont know so much. The lack of energy, motivation, and over all feeling of hopelessness do seem to describe how i have been feeling in recent weeks. LOL, my doctor even suggested looking into anti-depressants. Its a long time coming so if I seem to be acting different towards anyone, theres your answer as to why.