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i am quitting my job!!! i have my last day planned (the 6th or so). i'm going to give notice within the next week. this is something for me. someone who is much more afraid (paralyzed) by the thought of change then the avaerage bear.
i have done this for 7 years. 7!!!!!! fuck. i can't rationalize away my unhappiness anymore. i love seeing all the friends i have there regularly, but i can make an effort to see the special ones outside work more. i already do some of that now. i can't just stay there because it pays well, at the cost of my well being.
i'm a bit scared and sad, and i'm sure these feelings will increase in the next couple of weeks. this is hard. but it's easier then i thought, now that i'm finally ready.
i feel like i've already started to let it go. there's no need to be afraid. i really believe everything happens for a reason and i'm excited to see what comes next.
now my friends don't have to listen to me going on about quiitting anymore, as i have been for years.
i don't know what i'm going to do next. i have several job ideas, but no actual job.
i want to vacation somewhere warm. right away. i can access the funds to do that, i just need to find someone to go with me.
i have done this for 7 years. 7!!!!!! fuck. i can't rationalize away my unhappiness anymore. i love seeing all the friends i have there regularly, but i can make an effort to see the special ones outside work more. i already do some of that now. i can't just stay there because it pays well, at the cost of my well being.
i'm a bit scared and sad, and i'm sure these feelings will increase in the next couple of weeks. this is hard. but it's easier then i thought, now that i'm finally ready.
i feel like i've already started to let it go. there's no need to be afraid. i really believe everything happens for a reason and i'm excited to see what comes next.
now my friends don't have to listen to me going on about quiitting anymore, as i have been for years.
i don't know what i'm going to do next. i have several job ideas, but no actual job.
i want to vacation somewhere warm. right away. i can access the funds to do that, i just need to find someone to go with me.