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i haven't posted in 8 months. that's the longest i've let it go ever, and i've had this journal for 7 years now. i don't want it to die. the more time i let go the more daunting writing becomes though.
i am good overall, it's just the lack of sun that's getting to me. and my job. my mindless well-paying yet un-fulfilling job. i never liked customer service. i've had this job as long as i've had this journal. i think of going back to school. for september. maybe sfu. i think of travelling too. i would love to go to scotland and montreal. and of course everywhere else. those are the 2 that stand out. as places to visit friends, that i've never been before.
i am trying to write more. i'm not writing much. i write poettry once in a while. but usually only when i'm angsty. i've been pretty good lately. except wanting to sleep all the time. i think if it was sunny and i had a different job, my life would be pretty much great. because everything else is good right now. i'm really happy in my relationship, and we've been together for 9 months. i can't say much about it, it's harder to write about good things. but it's really good. i really hate the word relationship. i can't think of a better one.
i am good overall, it's just the lack of sun that's getting to me. and my job. my mindless well-paying yet un-fulfilling job. i never liked customer service. i've had this job as long as i've had this journal. i think of going back to school. for september. maybe sfu. i think of travelling too. i would love to go to scotland and montreal. and of course everywhere else. those are the 2 that stand out. as places to visit friends, that i've never been before.
i am trying to write more. i'm not writing much. i write poettry once in a while. but usually only when i'm angsty. i've been pretty good lately. except wanting to sleep all the time. i think if it was sunny and i had a different job, my life would be pretty much great. because everything else is good right now. i'm really happy in my relationship, and we've been together for 9 months. i can't say much about it, it's harder to write about good things. but it's really good. i really hate the word relationship. i can't think of a better one.