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Lost in you
And I can't find myself again
Lost in you
And I can't find myself again
Six weeks went by
Still pretending that I'm fine
It was you and I
Holding back what's on our minds
And all the things I should have said
And all the letters left unsent
It was you and I
But mostly me
Lost in You, Sugarcult
Alone on All Hallow's Eve because I made a phone call like.. five minutes too early. Ouch, eh?
Anyway. I don't know what's going on anymore. With anything, really. I'm trying so hard, and mostly suceeding, to do well in school, but for some reason... Chem is just kicking me in the face, and while I know I'd understand it if I paid attention I just... can't. Every other class, but this one? Oh no. Argh.
In other news, I've been exhausted ever since con. I've been getting a good 8+ hours sleep ever night, but I'm still just so fucking tired! I was constantly busy yesterday (Wreath sales, movie with friends, dinner, dancing, second dinner), so that might explain today, but the rest of the week... Somehow I managed to spend close to $30 that day. I only brough $20 with me, and wasn't expecting to spend more than $7. Enh.
My birthday was on Wednesday. That was fun.
My dad's birthday is in a couple days, Wed. the 2nd. No idea what to get him.
Since when did my mood become so dependant on another's? Damn you depressed people and getting me down. No more talking to me unless I'm the depressed one, or you're happy.
Haha not funny.
I'm bored out of my mind. Which would be why I'm updating. Go me.
Baaaaetch. Hahahahah. No. :(
White light
White light
White light
Alcohol, alcohol, alcohol, white light
White Lite, Gorillaz
I CANT FIND THE LYRICS TO THIS SONG blah blah boo hoo but I'm feeling good.
And I can't find myself again
Lost in you
And I can't find myself again
Six weeks went by
Still pretending that I'm fine
It was you and I
Holding back what's on our minds
And all the things I should have said
And all the letters left unsent
It was you and I
But mostly me
Lost in You, Sugarcult
Alone on All Hallow's Eve because I made a phone call like.. five minutes too early. Ouch, eh?
Anyway. I don't know what's going on anymore. With anything, really. I'm trying so hard, and mostly suceeding, to do well in school, but for some reason... Chem is just kicking me in the face, and while I know I'd understand it if I paid attention I just... can't. Every other class, but this one? Oh no. Argh.
In other news, I've been exhausted ever since con. I've been getting a good 8+ hours sleep ever night, but I'm still just so fucking tired! I was constantly busy yesterday (Wreath sales, movie with friends, dinner, dancing, second dinner), so that might explain today, but the rest of the week... Somehow I managed to spend close to $30 that day. I only brough $20 with me, and wasn't expecting to spend more than $7. Enh.
My birthday was on Wednesday. That was fun.
My dad's birthday is in a couple days, Wed. the 2nd. No idea what to get him.
Since when did my mood become so dependant on another's? Damn you depressed people and getting me down. No more talking to me unless I'm the depressed one, or you're happy.
Haha not funny.
I'm bored out of my mind. Which would be why I'm updating. Go me.
Baaaaetch. Hahahahah. No. :(
White light
White light
White light
Alcohol, alcohol, alcohol, white light
White Lite, Gorillaz
I CANT FIND THE LYRICS TO THIS SONG blah blah boo hoo but I'm feeling good.