I really need to vent...
For almost a year now, i've pushed every guy away from me, because of this barrier i created due to some person that really killed the love in me. And because of me pushing people away like this, and not treating them the way they deserve to be treated, i believe that karma may be taking effect on me, in some way. I used to be the one in control. I used to call all the moves with guys, and now i'm weak, i'm falling into the games i used to play. What happen? I know, that i want to settle into a relationship, feel safe and happy with someone i like, and that will not disappoint me over and over again. But this area really lacks in coming up with what i want, exactly. I need to meet someone.