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[whatsheleft]

friends onlyi know that online drama should be inconsequential to the real life; but sadly, it isn't. it's a part of my life, and however you want to look at me based on that is entirely up to you. i don't center my life around my computer; i'm too busy for that. but the time i do get to dedicate to my computer is spent bickering and arguing with

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i think for the most part i'm over being upset, but i'm not over the fact of what upset me. it's hard trying to reevaluate my feelings when i'm constantly feeling like this. i'm just detached, and it almost scares me because i've become so apathetic towards everything and everyone.

what you said about me really hit close to home, and i probably wouldn't have thought twice about it, except for the fact that it was from you, and not someone else.

the one person i thought i could go to with all my stupid problems. the one person i thought would have my back when everyone decided to turn theirs. the one person i loved for who she was, had me believe that she did the same for me.

that one person called me a dumb female, and said she hated me. now whether or not you meant it in that context, it still hurt, and i'm trying to deal with that.

because of all this, i've cut off ties with brendan, and all the while that might not mean much to you? he was there completely for me, when you weren't.

i'm not angry at you. i'm not upset, and i'm not going to stalk you, or talk shit about you to anyone else. i'm not going to tell anyone your secrets, or your mistakes. i'll just be happy being bitter, and living my life without my best friend.