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friends onlyi know that online drama should be inconsequential to the real life; but sadly, it isn't. it's a part of my life, and however you want to look at me based on that is entirely up to you. i don't center my life around my computer; i'm too busy for that. but the time i do get to dedicate to my computer is spent bickering and arguing with ( Read more... )
you had blocked me from emailing you back, when you knew that i was going to, you knew that i was going to have something to say back to that, but i guess you just didn't want to hear it.
why not? because you were fully ready to throw me away.
you wrote that shit on your page about me, saying that you should have just let it go from the beginning, while just a few lines up, you say you're not willing to give me up.
you can't make up your mind.
why not? because you were fully ready to throw me away.
you just don't get it. you can sit there, and say that you love me, and that you miss me, and that you WERE there for me, if i would have said anything, but it didn't feel like that. it didn't SEEM like that. and that's what hurts. i know i can only speak for myself, and from my side? it felt as if i was the only person that was giving a shit.
i understand that you have a job, and school, and an asshole sister. but i'm your friend. i was there for you when you thought no one else was. i was the only person you confided most things in, and i was the person that never judged you by anything you did, and accepted who and what you were.
you know. anyone in the world could leave me from this point on?
and i know. i know it'll never hurt as bad as losing you has felt.
goodbye.
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