wow im confused
so i totally forgot i had this lj and i posted on that one and now im confused because i remembered that i had this one and then its weird and im confused and woww
yeah so i konw i just posted like 2 minutes ago
but i was reading old entries
and they made me really happy =]
so i thought...why not make an entry now that i can smile about later??
this is my life as of november 19(basically the 18)2006:
school has gotten easier. i have grades that im pretty proud of, on tj standards at least
im liking school more, ive met some really great people this year and made even better friendships
thereve been a lot of fun times so far...and its only november
dance is a lot less stressful, being that i dropped ELITE. haha it sounds so stupid. i feel like im having dance withdrawal though...even if i still dance 4/5 times a week. lack of rehearsals and workshops and company nights. strange.
ive gotten a lot closer to my brother, being as we drive to school together everyday and back. we talk a lot and its good. except hes going to college next year which will be STRUH-ANGE.
mom and dad are cool as always
the friend situation is pretty good. except for one person whos name ill leave out. can you say MAJOR falling out? havent spoken a word to her for like 6months or something. but i honestly dont have the desire to reconcile or anything. i think a lot of it includes me wanting her to feel guilty. which is bad of me. but what can i do? dont i have a right to feel this way? yeaaaahhh maybe not but i think so.
my birthday was this past week. it was pretty good. i think i expected too much on monday and i was left kinda dissapointed. but the food keeps on rolling in. which isnt necessarily good. im breaking out and i have a zit that wont go away. RAWR. ive been kinda stressed, with the two concerts and party and school. BUT THANKSGIVING NEXT WEEK! yay!!! the party was good. i was so glad that my two groups of friends got along, it was really relieving. i got lots of great stuff from great people. so my thanks goes out to everyone. hm im kinda apprehensive about one person and their intentions. but ill leave it at that. hopefully in a few years ill rememebr what i was thinking about.
yeah so i konw i just posted like 2 minutes ago
but i was reading old entries
and they made me really happy =]
so i thought...why not make an entry now that i can smile about later??
this is my life as of november 19(basically the 18)2006:
school has gotten easier. i have grades that im pretty proud of, on tj standards at least
im liking school more, ive met some really great people this year and made even better friendships
thereve been a lot of fun times so far...and its only november
dance is a lot less stressful, being that i dropped ELITE. haha it sounds so stupid. i feel like im having dance withdrawal though...even if i still dance 4/5 times a week. lack of rehearsals and workshops and company nights. strange.
ive gotten a lot closer to my brother, being as we drive to school together everyday and back. we talk a lot and its good. except hes going to college next year which will be STRUH-ANGE.
mom and dad are cool as always
the friend situation is pretty good. except for one person whos name ill leave out. can you say MAJOR falling out? havent spoken a word to her for like 6months or something. but i honestly dont have the desire to reconcile or anything. i think a lot of it includes me wanting her to feel guilty. which is bad of me. but what can i do? dont i have a right to feel this way? yeaaaahhh maybe not but i think so.
my birthday was this past week. it was pretty good. i think i expected too much on monday and i was left kinda dissapointed. but the food keeps on rolling in. which isnt necessarily good. im breaking out and i have a zit that wont go away. RAWR. ive been kinda stressed, with the two concerts and party and school. BUT THANKSGIVING NEXT WEEK! yay!!! the party was good. i was so glad that my two groups of friends got along, it was really relieving. i got lots of great stuff from great people. so my thanks goes out to everyone. hm im kinda apprehensive about one person and their intentions. but ill leave it at that. hopefully in a few years ill rememebr what i was thinking about.