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so in slight contrast, and slight agreement with what petito just posted (seeing as i think all my friends are friends of petito on here...i figure i can mention that...) but yeah, so today lately i've been totally in petito's boat where i felt like everyone is fake, and i still do feel like thats the case, though i do think its a bit less here at SMC because most of the people here are still with their high school friends, so they dont have a ton of new people that they have to try ot impress and become friends with, as petito described. but people i fake nonetheless...and kinda in a childish way sometimes, like if i bring up hannah montana, they'll be like "EW! i HATE her!" then, only after i say that i actually like her do they feel its okay to admit that they like her too...its silly things like that which really bug me most, really.
but on the contrary, i have also made friends with people who i never thought i'd be friends with. that is to say, those girls that wear a ton of makeup, and the miniskirts, and like, the typical blonde hair, blue eyes, "hot chick", if you know what i mean. but i think i kinda learned something...that i was too quick to judge quite a few people in the past. not to say that these new people i'm meeting arent EXACTLY the way i thought they'd be, but i can surprisingly get alone with them.
today, i came across a situation which would have never happened to me before. in english, we were asked to form groups of 3 or 4. this would normally be a very hard task for me to perform, because in the past, i've never really had people actually want to be in my group, unless i've known them for years. but today, i actually had TWO groups ask me to join. i was like "woah, this never happens to me!" and i'm not trying to be all emo or anything saying like :oh, i dont have any friends blah blah blah *slits wrists*" but just saying, i do have friends...but they are more like acquaintances. but yeah. i forgot where i was going with this...
in any case, petito, it's very unfortunate to hear how annoying these people seem to be, but yeah, i'm not too good with words when it comes to helping others, not that you need help or anything, but yeah...blahhh
anywho, well, i also noticed another thing...all my old highschool friends are not who they used to be, with the exception of a select few. many of them have turned into the type of people i wuld definitely never like being around. you know, drugs, alcohol, and just overall bitchiness...and, in turn, have cut off communication with me, which is rather unfortunate, but i guess that just forces me to make new friends...
and i pretty much just began to write this because kerens post kinda got me worked up, but when it came down to writing this, i kinda forgot what i was saying, and i lost my train of thought...oh well...sorry for wasting a couple mins of your life ha!
and apparently i made friends with a 23 year old? weird...and he loves desperate housewives...even weirder! ha
but on the contrary, i have also made friends with people who i never thought i'd be friends with. that is to say, those girls that wear a ton of makeup, and the miniskirts, and like, the typical blonde hair, blue eyes, "hot chick", if you know what i mean. but i think i kinda learned something...that i was too quick to judge quite a few people in the past. not to say that these new people i'm meeting arent EXACTLY the way i thought they'd be, but i can surprisingly get alone with them.
today, i came across a situation which would have never happened to me before. in english, we were asked to form groups of 3 or 4. this would normally be a very hard task for me to perform, because in the past, i've never really had people actually want to be in my group, unless i've known them for years. but today, i actually had TWO groups ask me to join. i was like "woah, this never happens to me!" and i'm not trying to be all emo or anything saying like :oh, i dont have any friends blah blah blah *slits wrists*" but just saying, i do have friends...but they are more like acquaintances. but yeah. i forgot where i was going with this...
in any case, petito, it's very unfortunate to hear how annoying these people seem to be, but yeah, i'm not too good with words when it comes to helping others, not that you need help or anything, but yeah...blahhh
anywho, well, i also noticed another thing...all my old highschool friends are not who they used to be, with the exception of a select few. many of them have turned into the type of people i wuld definitely never like being around. you know, drugs, alcohol, and just overall bitchiness...and, in turn, have cut off communication with me, which is rather unfortunate, but i guess that just forces me to make new friends...
and i pretty much just began to write this because kerens post kinda got me worked up, but when it came down to writing this, i kinda forgot what i was saying, and i lost my train of thought...oh well...sorry for wasting a couple mins of your life ha!
and apparently i made friends with a 23 year old? weird...and he loves desperate housewives...even weirder! ha