Aug 31, 2005 18:01
I don't need all this shit. WHY IS THIS FUCKING SOCIETY SO STUPID?!?! WHY! Seriously, why the fuck should I have to put up with this, why should I conform like everyone else to this shit they feed us. I fucking DONT NEED SCHOOL. FUCK IT. I HATE IT. I HATE THIS, I HATE ME, I HATE FUCKING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I just want it to go away. I'm sick of feeling like a dumb shit, and that's all school ever does for me. I'm sick of feeling un-loved, I'm fucking sick... of it... all. I want to die. I know how meaningful my life is, really I do, and I know how fucking lucky I am to have all this shit that I have. But I don't fucking care. I really really don't... and what is it all for? FUCKING NOTHING. Fucking nothing... so why do i keep shoveling this shit, i really don't know... i dont know i dont know i dont fucking know, but then again what the fuck do i know... god i hate school.