A person should not believe in an ism--he should believe in himself
I quote ferris bueller "A person should not believe in an ism--he should believe in himself"
I feel fairly safe spilling this here, because of all y'all who might be reading, maybe 2 or 3 of you will know who i'm talking about, and i'm gonna haveta trust that those of you who can figure it out will keep it on the down-low.
i found that quote, pretty much by accident, but it applies. you probably know about my doubt and self-confidence issues. well tonight was basically my last chance to tell someone how i really feel about her before she goes back to school, and i let the chance pass. i wussed out last night too. i feel like such a pussy right now. who knows if i'll get another chance. what did i do? i say nothing, but give her a big hug and a kiss on the forehead and walk out her front door.
i don't say how much i'll miss her.
i don't tell her how nobody i've ever known in my 22 years has gotten under my skin the way she has.
that she's wacky, funny, and has a whole lot of heart.
i don't tell her i want another chance.
outside of our shared circle of friends, half the people that see us around each other think we're together.
i'm afraid of the repercussions those revelations could bring. the friendship we've built over the past couple years, though starting shakily, has grown strong. losing that would rip my heart out.
so yeah, i'm crazy. whatd'ya have to say about that?
I feel fairly safe spilling this here, because of all y'all who might be reading, maybe 2 or 3 of you will know who i'm talking about, and i'm gonna haveta trust that those of you who can figure it out will keep it on the down-low.
i found that quote, pretty much by accident, but it applies. you probably know about my doubt and self-confidence issues. well tonight was basically my last chance to tell someone how i really feel about her before she goes back to school, and i let the chance pass. i wussed out last night too. i feel like such a pussy right now. who knows if i'll get another chance. what did i do? i say nothing, but give her a big hug and a kiss on the forehead and walk out her front door.
i don't say how much i'll miss her.
i don't tell her how nobody i've ever known in my 22 years has gotten under my skin the way she has.
that she's wacky, funny, and has a whole lot of heart.
i don't tell her i want another chance.
outside of our shared circle of friends, half the people that see us around each other think we're together.
i'm afraid of the repercussions those revelations could bring. the friendship we've built over the past couple years, though starting shakily, has grown strong. losing that would rip my heart out.
so yeah, i'm crazy. whatd'ya have to say about that?