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Well ive decided that i think i should really start updating more....i dont do it enough and then when i decide to its really really long....so yeah...shits been really weird now. Like i miss jamie alot and i dont know why. i really shouldnt cuz of all the shit that happneded but i really miss him...its so weird. Hes been such an asshole to throughout all this but i still miss him and im just so confused on why....
I got a job interview!! I got wednesday at 515 for Tops...pretty sweet deal...god i hope i get this job cuz when i do, then the quicker i get my lisence and the car is COMPLETELY mine!! im so excited...so everyone pray for me! lol
Prom is coming up so fast....its April 30th...so excited. i cant wait. i got my dress and everything and i just cant wait to wear it! its so pretty...its perwinkle! very pretty color.
Things with my dad are not getting any better. and it sucks so bad! i wish it didnt have to be this way all because i moved out. I just want him to be the dad i knew when i first moved in. me and my mom were talking today and we both think hes not going to show up the night of prom to see me and take pictures and god i hope he shows up. thats my day and it would be complete if he would come. i already have my mom and i think DOUG is coming to take pics...by my moms request. so it would be PERFECT if he would come and see me and take pictures with me. it would just make my day so much better. I just know things arent going to get better for a while and it sucks...hes to wrapped up in the drinking to let things get better. and i just wish he would open his eyes and see that what hes doing is killing me inside but he wont. he thinks i live my life up here just fine and i dont hurt at all cuz hes not around. I just want things to go back to when i my life was perfect. i didnt have to deal with not worrying about which parent is going to hate me when and what not. when i lived on corinthia and i didnt know the problems that were going on and i was basically a kid. God do i miss thoughs days...they seemed so perfect. didnt have a worry in the world! I just never knew that my dad could be so childish about something that he has no reason to be so childish over....i mean come on now i moved out..i didnt kill him or anything...lol...and hes being so gay about it! god i hate him! lol no i dont but im just so mad at him...Well i gtg now time to go find something productive to do....
<33333333333.....Katie.......
I got a job interview!! I got wednesday at 515 for Tops...pretty sweet deal...god i hope i get this job cuz when i do, then the quicker i get my lisence and the car is COMPLETELY mine!! im so excited...so everyone pray for me! lol
Prom is coming up so fast....its April 30th...so excited. i cant wait. i got my dress and everything and i just cant wait to wear it! its so pretty...its perwinkle! very pretty color.
Things with my dad are not getting any better. and it sucks so bad! i wish it didnt have to be this way all because i moved out. I just want him to be the dad i knew when i first moved in. me and my mom were talking today and we both think hes not going to show up the night of prom to see me and take pictures and god i hope he shows up. thats my day and it would be complete if he would come. i already have my mom and i think DOUG is coming to take pics...by my moms request. so it would be PERFECT if he would come and see me and take pictures with me. it would just make my day so much better. I just know things arent going to get better for a while and it sucks...hes to wrapped up in the drinking to let things get better. and i just wish he would open his eyes and see that what hes doing is killing me inside but he wont. he thinks i live my life up here just fine and i dont hurt at all cuz hes not around. I just want things to go back to when i my life was perfect. i didnt have to deal with not worrying about which parent is going to hate me when and what not. when i lived on corinthia and i didnt know the problems that were going on and i was basically a kid. God do i miss thoughs days...they seemed so perfect. didnt have a worry in the world! I just never knew that my dad could be so childish about something that he has no reason to be so childish over....i mean come on now i moved out..i didnt kill him or anything...lol...and hes being so gay about it! god i hate him! lol no i dont but im just so mad at him...Well i gtg now time to go find something productive to do....
<33333333333.....Katie.......