..bored....
I had surgery yesterday. It went ok but i was in alot of pain last night. the doctor says it was definetly a tumor but he doesnt know if it was cancerous or not. he is sending it to the lab to find out. so im hoping it wasnt cancerous.
me and dan broke up last night. things were just getting to hard. there was so much going on and it made things 10 times harder on our relationship. for one we lived to far away and i only got to see him on the weekends. he spent the night at some girls house in Fredonia, that was the big one that pissed me off alot. but he claims if i did that same thing that he wouldnt get mad. but that is a straight lie cuz he got mad when i was talking to keith at jims family picnic. so if that pissed him off then i know if i spent the night at a guys house then he would be pissed too! but he says i have nothing to worry about but wouldnt anyone be mad if someone did that to them? and the whole thing of him going to a party the friday before fourth of july pissed me off too. he went to a party and i was having a bad day cuz kahula died that day and i called at like 11 to talk to him and he was a party and he wouldnt go outside to talk to me so he could hear me and i could hear him. now if any normal person was at a party and their gf called them im sure they would step outside to talk to her if he hasnt talked to her all day and was told she was having a bad day and wanted to talk to her bf. but no not dan...he cant do that. so that was another thing that sent me over the edge. so last night he wanted to do something to make up for it but the way that i look at it, is why say sry after the damage is already done? its not going to change my opinon about things.so yeah we broke up and he still wants me to go to his grad party at his dads, he invited julia but idk if im going to go. it will be weird. my mom and jim are going and i know that ill have to talk to him and if i dont ill get yelled at. and i know that im not going to want to talk to him very much so idk if there is much point going. so yeah well i blew off some steam so im going to go now...lata
me and dan broke up last night. things were just getting to hard. there was so much going on and it made things 10 times harder on our relationship. for one we lived to far away and i only got to see him on the weekends. he spent the night at some girls house in Fredonia, that was the big one that pissed me off alot. but he claims if i did that same thing that he wouldnt get mad. but that is a straight lie cuz he got mad when i was talking to keith at jims family picnic. so if that pissed him off then i know if i spent the night at a guys house then he would be pissed too! but he says i have nothing to worry about but wouldnt anyone be mad if someone did that to them? and the whole thing of him going to a party the friday before fourth of july pissed me off too. he went to a party and i was having a bad day cuz kahula died that day and i called at like 11 to talk to him and he was a party and he wouldnt go outside to talk to me so he could hear me and i could hear him. now if any normal person was at a party and their gf called them im sure they would step outside to talk to her if he hasnt talked to her all day and was told she was having a bad day and wanted to talk to her bf. but no not dan...he cant do that. so that was another thing that sent me over the edge. so last night he wanted to do something to make up for it but the way that i look at it, is why say sry after the damage is already done? its not going to change my opinon about things.so yeah we broke up and he still wants me to go to his grad party at his dads, he invited julia but idk if im going to go. it will be weird. my mom and jim are going and i know that ill have to talk to him and if i dont ill get yelled at. and i know that im not going to want to talk to him very much so idk if there is much point going. so yeah well i blew off some steam so im going to go now...lata