May 18, 2005 11:19
Man oh man have things been completely crazy! I have prom this weekend with my manda and i completely forgot about it until yesterday when she asked me if i was excited about this weekend! i felt so bad! haha well i hope i have more fun with her than i had at my own prom.
Work sucks...I get like no hours or anything and it sucks. the only hours i have this week are 6 and its saturday and i have prom so im not going into work.
Things with me and jamie are a little weird. like we are back together and all and in some way im happy about it and in some way im not. like im glad that my mom lets me see him now but hes changing back into the person he was the last time we dated, and its not all that good. hes getting a little controlling again and i dont like that. like he gets mad when im on the phone for a few minutes with a friend when im with him, i only answer my phone once in a while when im with him. usually i push silent or whatever or i dont even hear it but the other night i was texting Bre and he got all mad and it made no sense...but whatever. im going to deal with it i guess cuz i love him and im going to be with him....but i mean when we first got together everything was perfect and then now its just going downhill....::Tear::
so im 17 now! my bday was shitty tho...my mom wanted me to spend it at a damn funeral home! how gay is that??!?!?! mad gay but oh well. so i went to my dads last sunday and it was made sweet. everything was perfect! well besides the fact my older brother still wont talk to me but whatever i dont care but other than that everything was great!
so yeah...well im out...call the cellular device children! 9061783