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So this day has just began to be shitty and i cant deal with this shit. i went to go leave so i made a note and signed it for my mom and then everything was fine and then they found out that i made it all up. Me and Bre went in at the same time and it made it all look suspicious and so yeah i got a 3 hr detention. then at lunch i went outside to have a ciggerette and fucking larry came out and was all being gay...oh god i fucking hate this school! so then yeah i was in the attendence office with mr douche or whatever the hell his name is and he was telling me how angry i was and all this other bullshit and then when i walked out i was like "i fucking wish that damn kid had the chance to blow this fucking hell hole up" then slammed the door and left. well needless to say ill be getting in trouble for that to soon...i wouldnt doubt it with the fucking way this school is ran. so when i get home im waiting to hear it from the Nazi herself. and i know things are going to get out of control and then im going to talk to karleighs dad and see what it would take so then i can move in with jamie and then everything will be fine. ill go back to lockport adn be with all my friends again and he happy! again! I just want to go home so bad and i know my mom is going to say something about how im a fuck up and im turning into my brother and all this other shit...its so gay and then things are going to get out of control and ill end up leaving. i need to talk to doug tho and see if hell let me stay there cuz i think i cant live with jamie until im 17 and i have to get amancipated. and i dont want to do that but im going to see if i can move in with him without getting that and without my mom telling me no and all that other bullshit. I just hate being here. i cant take it anymore ive been telling shane how much i hate it here and how much i want to go back home and be with my friends again. i thought moving up here would help it all but its just making it worse. i thought i was moving home but my home is in lockport with my friends and everyone. so yeah shit is going to go through the roof when i get home from work tonight...its going to be nuts. but i was thinking about leaving anyways but then i would have gotten suspended and shit....well i gtg now later