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The last entry was cut short because my typing teacher was in a good mood and decided to post what i was doing on the overhead thing and i x'ed it all out before he could so yeah..lol it was pretty funny! haha then i told him he was an asshole and he called me a bitch! haha it was so great..lol
yeah so last week was nuts...to continue what i was saying. Then after all that, I went to Medina to hang out with curtis. it was pretty fun, we watched The Incredibles and then the psycho crazy bitch Tristen tried to ruin it all but little does the skank know, it wasnt ruined at all. I'm starting to get even closer to him and its so great. Hes my best friend that i have for a guy and i think im falling for him! (oh no!!) I dont know if i would ever date him tho cuz i dont want to ruin our relationship that we have, but it would be nice. if he is anything like he is now when he is dating a girl then it would be perfect. he is so amazing..I LOVE YOU!! hehe
Prom is coming up so quickly and its so unreal. i havent even started tanning yet and i need to real bad! i think me and my mom are going to go sometime this week. i hope at least. i have like 3 weeks left! haha I dont get my dress back until the 22nd and prom is the 30th! Oh god i hope everything goes perfect with the damn thing. And then i am going to the senior prom too! with either amanda or this kid jeff in my environmental science class. I dont like him or anything but if amanda wants to take this other kid i might go with jeff. it will be cool cuz then i can still hang out with amanda and what not.
Me and jamie are completely done. like never talking again done. it was real bad last night. we got in a big fight and we both said we were done. dont want to deal with that shit anymore but in the same sense i want to know where it would have gone if we woulda continued what was going on ya know?
Things with my dad are getting so much better! on sunday i had a bowling tournament in fredonia and he brought me down there and then we went out for dinner. Just me and my dad. it was awesome and i was like "dad we dont have to go out for dinner cuz the roads are bad" and he was like "no i asked you if you wanted to go out so then i can spend time with my daughter. we dont get to spend alot of time together anymore and i miss that" i almost started crying. my dad misses me as much as i miss him. and i know that its childish but i am a big time daddys girl and living without your dad and him not wanting anything to do with you for the longest time is the worst feeling ever! its real bad but its ok. well im going to go, this entry is pretty long so im out....<3
*I cried last night, not because i need you, but i FINALLY realized i can live live my life WITHOUT you*
~God thats the damn truth~!!!
yeah so last week was nuts...to continue what i was saying. Then after all that, I went to Medina to hang out with curtis. it was pretty fun, we watched The Incredibles and then the psycho crazy bitch Tristen tried to ruin it all but little does the skank know, it wasnt ruined at all. I'm starting to get even closer to him and its so great. Hes my best friend that i have for a guy and i think im falling for him! (oh no!!) I dont know if i would ever date him tho cuz i dont want to ruin our relationship that we have, but it would be nice. if he is anything like he is now when he is dating a girl then it would be perfect. he is so amazing..I LOVE YOU!! hehe
Prom is coming up so quickly and its so unreal. i havent even started tanning yet and i need to real bad! i think me and my mom are going to go sometime this week. i hope at least. i have like 3 weeks left! haha I dont get my dress back until the 22nd and prom is the 30th! Oh god i hope everything goes perfect with the damn thing. And then i am going to the senior prom too! with either amanda or this kid jeff in my environmental science class. I dont like him or anything but if amanda wants to take this other kid i might go with jeff. it will be cool cuz then i can still hang out with amanda and what not.
Me and jamie are completely done. like never talking again done. it was real bad last night. we got in a big fight and we both said we were done. dont want to deal with that shit anymore but in the same sense i want to know where it would have gone if we woulda continued what was going on ya know?
Things with my dad are getting so much better! on sunday i had a bowling tournament in fredonia and he brought me down there and then we went out for dinner. Just me and my dad. it was awesome and i was like "dad we dont have to go out for dinner cuz the roads are bad" and he was like "no i asked you if you wanted to go out so then i can spend time with my daughter. we dont get to spend alot of time together anymore and i miss that" i almost started crying. my dad misses me as much as i miss him. and i know that its childish but i am a big time daddys girl and living without your dad and him not wanting anything to do with you for the longest time is the worst feeling ever! its real bad but its ok. well im going to go, this entry is pretty long so im out....<3
*I cried last night, not because i need you, but i FINALLY realized i can live live my life WITHOUT you*
~God thats the damn truth~!!!