i got to start to thinking, and seeing things so clear...
i watched Titanic... and made me bawl my eyes out... im such a lame ass. whoa that movie... i havent seen it since it was in the theaters. it really made me think... what is there really to life? its crazy how they found love... and how it all ended... and how many people died. i wonder what i wouldve done if i was in their situation... would i have been one of those heartless people who just wanted to live for themselves? or would i have been someone that helped others? hmm... yea i dont know... their love was so... yea i wonder if we all have something to live for... some people just look at love like it isnt a big deal and to others it means everything you know? why do i have to be a lame ass who believes in love? it just makes me worry more and be in distress all the time. i just i hope i find like the right person or whatever soon... although im still really young... i just want someone that would care for me and that i can rely on to always be there for me... oh god... why are me and Amy so lame and pathetic? we like sobbed like no other... im not even a sobber though... i think. oh well...