Mar 15, 2004 22:05
eh... today was an ok monday i guess. I watched the baseball game for a bit and then Holly and Adrianne came and picked me up. Thanks guys for saving me. I wouldve been stuck there fora while if you guys didnt come. Holly dropped me and Adrianne off at my house and we chilled for a while. We like had deep conversations and what not... it was good times... I found out some things that I didnt know before that kinda worries me but whatev. Me and Adrianne like love the same music! it cant get like any cooler! its crazy times! i love it! then we went to see Ann perform and coffee night and Tracie and Katie and the whole world came. it was good times. Ezra came with Macy and Macy is so h-i-larious dude. "the red coat" haha I heart my friends so much... more than you could ever imagine. well... eh...you guys... not cool... lame emo thoughts and feelings are coming back... i dont appreciate it... argh it irritates me so much. I hate it when you like someone and they dont like you back or if you like someone and they have a girlfriend... how much lamer could it get than that! uh, not much. well anywho I like being happy and having fun... I dont like it when im upset or emo... not even a little... but I cant help it. the feelings dont go away until theyre resolved... so I dont know what to do... I need to find a solution. well I finally have a copy of the Hibye cd and that kinda lightened my mood and strayed me from thinking emo thoughts. I might get to go see Hellogoodbye and Waking Ashland (two of my favorite bands at the moment)all the way in freaking Canoga Park with Adrianne and her friend. How excited am I? very!!! well for those of you who know how Im feeling, I hope things will get better this week. And dont mention it to anyone because I kinda want to keep it on the down-low... yea well post one..