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Something weird's going on with mom...like, I think she's going way too far trying to get me off of these drugs. She's involving my friends (who have NOTHING to do with it) or so I've heard...like, I guess she called Josh's mom telling her that he was involved with CCC or whatever and now he's pissed off because he thinks that I told her I was with him doing it and...ugh...I'm just really confused. I haven't hung out with them for a long time, I don't know why she's trying to do that. Maybe she thinks I won't find out...I don't know. But forcing people to be angry with me for no reason isn't the best way for me to stop using. She uses Mei, too, and it really pisses me off. My socail life is utterly pointless as of now.