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Life really knows how to throw sucker punches doesn't it?
My life has been going so well lately. I'm seeing a psycharist again and I'm on a combination of meds that are really working for me.
I finally just took the dive and decided that I'm majoring in Psychology. I haven't said anything to anyone other than my mom because I thought I would just change my mind again but it's been three months. Three months and I haven't changed my major. I've NEVER gone that long without changing my major. I'm loving all my classes, I'm actually *getting* somewhere now, and my mom hooked me up with a job shadow with her school's psychologist.
I'm happy. Well, content on most days but content is good enough for me, and for me to say that is HUGE.
So all of this is going right and then today, a mother of a bombshell was dropped in my lap.
A guy I dated in high school died today. His name was Sam. I dated him for a year and a half. We broke up but remained friendly and I talked to him a few weeks ago.
He's dead. He just... doesn't exist anymore.
He was hit by a car. I don't know any more details other than that yet. Just that he was hit by a car. I don't know if he was driving and was hit or if he was walking... I don't know anything and it's driving me crazy.
My life has been going so well lately. I'm seeing a psycharist again and I'm on a combination of meds that are really working for me.
I finally just took the dive and decided that I'm majoring in Psychology. I haven't said anything to anyone other than my mom because I thought I would just change my mind again but it's been three months. Three months and I haven't changed my major. I've NEVER gone that long without changing my major. I'm loving all my classes, I'm actually *getting* somewhere now, and my mom hooked me up with a job shadow with her school's psychologist.
I'm happy. Well, content on most days but content is good enough for me, and for me to say that is HUGE.
So all of this is going right and then today, a mother of a bombshell was dropped in my lap.
A guy I dated in high school died today. His name was Sam. I dated him for a year and a half. We broke up but remained friendly and I talked to him a few weeks ago.
He's dead. He just... doesn't exist anymore.
He was hit by a car. I don't know any more details other than that yet. Just that he was hit by a car. I don't know if he was driving and was hit or if he was walking... I don't know anything and it's driving me crazy.