[Hey. Hey Luceti. How you doin'?
Sayo was having a normal morning. For a while. But now, a surprised cry is flying out yo' journals.]
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WHAT ARE THESE STRANGE THINGS ON MY BACK-?!
[... Whelp, that's one way to start the day. This is all courtesy of Sayo's bathroom as she stands in front of her mirror, inspecting the wings poking out the back of
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Really.
......Yeah, he's still subsisting off of lies to himself, but it's the only way to keep from completely breaking down, freaking out, and shutting in on himself. Wading in slowly, not diving headfirst.
During the day, while Sayo is out, he has taken to walking around the apartment to get used to the crutches, not wanting to feel too caged in. Thoughts of Martel and the raw aching pain of everything are constant companions, but their grip is just a little less violent taken outside of the walls of the house they had shared. He goes through the same rituals as before: playing his sister's panpipes, curling up and shutting out reality, thinking how terrible it is that a small taste of happiness only makes everything hurt much worse when it's gone.
But at the end of the day, he isn't alone.
He always makes sure to be in his own room when she comes home, so it doesn't look like he was waiting for her. After a little while, he hesitantly pokes back out and comes to sit down in the living room. Silent, off to the side, but still there. He can handle this in small batches. It's...comforting, when he doesn't think about it too much and realize how against everything this is.
So when you're done chatting over the journal, have a somewhat sullen boy to share your company with, Sayo.]
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Ah, I'm sorry! It's getting late, isn't it? Are you hungry?
I'll make us something nice to eat, if you want anything in particular.
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He turns to look at her, always tense and weirdly surprised when she addresses him. Like until that moment, there's a barrier dividing the room and he isn't really there, and she can't really see him. A beat, then he shrugs in put-on indifference.] ...Anything is fine.
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How about Sukiyaki? Someone mentioned it earlier, and now I'm thinking it would be great to eat today...
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I don't care. [and the only reason he knows what sukiyaki is, is because she had made it just last week]
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O-or if you want to go for a walk; I know being pent-up isn't any fun.
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I walked around inside. [he has no desire to go outside in this condition, especially knowing that Yuan is aware he's returned. Yuan aside, it just isn't safe at all with his means to defend himself all but taken away. He still has magic, but...]
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What are your favorite vegetables, Mithos-san?
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...Peppers. [it's always his goal to answer her in as few words as possible. but at least he didn't use his standard blanket reply of 'I don't care.']
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[She starts working, occasionally stopping to read some notes. She doesn't say much because she doesn't want to bother Mithos any-but after a while she has everything in place and she's already getting to cooking.]
Are you thirsty for anything in particular? I could make us some tea, if you like it.
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Tea is good. [...'good'. Not neutral enough. He hardens his expression as if to compensate.]
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A-and a little plate of cookies. Just. In case you want some.
BACK TO COOKING. V_V;;]
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...And will even take one of the cookies from the plate when her back is turned again, chewing carefully.]
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You'll have to tell me how it tastes! I don't usually make such big dishes...
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...And weeks later, he’s still not used to her cheerfulness. The way she always worries about if he’s satisfied with everything. It’s not out of obligation, he can tell that much. It’s not like during the summer months, when he’d been imprisoned and Raine visited to drop off food and supplies when necessary. With her, there’s warmth behind it. While he may be confined indoors, he doesn’t feel locked up or trapped. Surprising, considering how cornered he had felt at the end of his previous stay here...
He just nods once, and scoops a portion onto his plate. Taking the first bite now...] ...It's good. [eyes on his plate, going in for another forkful (he will never master your crazy chopsticks, ok).]
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That sort of thing makes her so very happy, you know. :'D]
Oh!
[She leans forward, confused.]
What's that? What you're using for eating...
[:|a it's all silver and shiny, did you always have that?]
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