[After hearing about being on a list she had no desire being on, Sayo's going to be a little anxious. She's been unable to focus during the next few hours after the broadcast, instead seeking comfort in weaving at the loom-only, her heart was beating quickly at the thought of it: she wasn't sure what a lot of things meant, but she knew fighting.
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It's different for every person, Miss Sayo. It'll be different for you.
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[She lowers her shoulders, defeated by the thought.]
What should I do, to be ready? I... I've never fought before...
[She trails off, dipping her chin to focus her sights blankly at the floor.]
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But she has to give something after shoving reality onto her. ]
There's more than you might think. Battling isn't the only thing there is to do on a battlefield.
Do you want to fight?
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No... I don't. I don't want to hurt anyone.
But I don't want to hide while so many people are fighting out there... Even still, I know I'd be a burden, if I didn't avoid fighting.
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But... how can you really meditate, know that you'll... have to fight something. Someone? How is it really possible to clear your mind of those thoughts?
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But what if I don't know who, by the time I have to fight? What if I don't know why, when I'm out there?
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...Yes.
[But she has to.]
I have no clue what I should do, so hearing anything would be helpful...
[Even if she wishes it were different.]
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Do you know first aid? Medics are important in battle, too.
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Could you show me what to do, for that?
[That would be good, to help the others like that. That's something she could be able to do...!]
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...Sayo, I'm sorry about the draft. I can teach you how to use a gun, if you like.
[He would apologize for his boldness the other day, but this is a little more important.]
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[She forces a smile, and for a moment she feels there's really just no hope.]
I... [a weak, subdued laugh] I'm afraid I don't know what a gun is, Archie-san...
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[A pause, as she swallows a nervous breath.]
I don't want to hurt anyone.
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[And he sounds oddly serious about that too.]
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Crona-san... Are you going to be alright?
I saw your name...
[For now, she has to see if you're okay. With all of this.]
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[So in other words...no, he's really not okay with this.]
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It's not right. They shouldn't send people who don't want to go!
But. But it doesn't seem to matter... They'll send whoever they want, without caring of whether they could fight or not...
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